A peaceful death

A peaceful death. 

That's all I want.

Don't remember me.

Cause I'm no one you know.

A lost particle that didn't get selected in your dimension.

So I'm onto other world.. looking for another variant of you who'll understand what we know. 

Anyway, my death will be remembered as the flow of poetry will be stopped for a moment. Even a fraction of second matters to my dimension. So I'll keep all of it in my mind palace. No more backups. All in one place secured by all the ignorance in this world. Don't follow me into the hard sun. I'll go alone in the white snow. You know nothing. I wish you were here. But you've to live now. Don't laugh now, just look away. I'm with you from the other side. Is it my eulogy? What do I know?

A moment of self-realization or a moment of sleepiness rules out by insomnia. Oh, those white lies were beautiful. I won't disturb you anymore now. You're a free bird as you were. There's no one to draw you back. You're game, darling. 

Life's game is always on. As life goes on. It just won't stop. I've tried to play with time stone. It just won't work without your magic. Cause we're in a mirror world. And my magic isn't strong here!

Every day I sleep without you by my side. You stay awake, I don't know why? My heart is slowly dying. It's a matter of peace. So I've stopped asking. You enjoy your peace. I'll arrange mine. Every grain of sand is slipping away in the times of decaying brain. I hope I remember you all through eternity. Your bedshaped pillows are smiling at your sleep routine. Sweetheart, why don't you sleep at night? Mornings are there to wake up early & to feel the rising sun. The wind blows yet you stay stuck by your window of glass.

The world is in motion now. Let's put an end to this misery of WhatsApp. You never messaged, you just replied darling. Let's go back to the old ways of pen & paper. Write me a letter just like I did. I'm waiting patiently for a call. You know I'll fall for you anywhere. Oh wait, I'm not dying for you. Just get this straight! Nice to meet ya. Fare thee well for now.

See ya into the next dimension where photons will be our food and we'll be the suns. It's all a speed trail. No one will understand you now. So smile. 

Say Yes to yourself. I'm still around. But I won't know for sure how long I can wait even though I want to. It's just my alter ego of dragon shells. It doesn't bound to anything at all. You were an exception. An element yet to get published in the periodic table, my dear. Say what? Sleep now. I'll keep you safe & sound.